DATE: 09/20/2007 16:11:32 / MOOD: dont know

You asked me what I wanted to christmas. My head yelled out, YOU YOU YOU. My mouth said, nothing really. My eyes focused in on your perfect smile. All while my head and heart are exchanging bitter words and my arms are completely confused. Should I cross my arms? Or should I just play with my hair? Only then do my feet finally take charge and trip me. Just so you can help me up. ...

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DATE: 09/06/2007 03:41:52 / MOOD: other

everyone hurts its part of life .....i get hurt , the ppl  nxt to u get hurt but do u see us behavin like u......u  can say its not the same it may not be the same situation but it hurts jus the same. am tired of hearin about it and u dwellin  in self pity ..ahhhhhhhhhhh stop it jus stop it ..i am always here for u but this jus got to stop...as am writin this i wish i could tell u face to face but i knw if i did it would have some dire consequences...i hate to see u like dat but i did warn u ... i jus want u to be like the person u used to be ..take a stand for yourself stop lettin ppl walk all over u...please if not for me for ryan!!!!

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DATE: 04/27/2007 06:21:30 / MOOD: other

its would be four yrs this year, time has flown so fass, but it still feels like yesterday u left. i would give anything jus to hear ur  voice one more time and i promise not to tell u to shut up and stop askin so much bloody questions  jus one more day to have u in our lives......its been a long four yrs but cous i would always remember all the good times we had even the times wen u were so annoyin....i think we all would remember u annoyin us at some point lol.....love and missin u always

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DATE: 04/08/2007 14:25:06 / MOOD: other

have u ever made a decision and after u really regret it........................well i have and it sucks .... some says its for the best...some say u will get over it ....wat do they knw.....do they feel my pain......do they understand my feelins......i guess not because if they did, they wouldnt have been sayin it will get better...i wish i could turn back time i would of done things differently...............wait a min ....it jus hit me am in the real world .... i cant go bac... and it hurts.

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DATE: 03/16/2007 16:43:25 / MOOD: disapointed

some guys makes me think all other guys ar the same... why cant i meet one decent guy who is true and not jus a a shallow self centered bastard....... i guess its just my luck ....who ever said all good thing comes to those who wait well i jus want to say that is a pack of  NONSENSE

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DATE: 03/04/2007 16:20:43 / MOOD: dont know

here i am wonderin wat the heck am doin here???

why?? i dnt even knw the ans for dat.

i left all my frens and family in trini to come here in this cold and depressin country!!!! ok ok well its not dat bad but rite now my feelins are all over the place i have a project to complete on wed but i cant even start i think i need a vacation .......wat do u think??

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